Flying High

It’s at Amazon books!


Scary stuff, as in Stephen King scary, makes up our anthology edited by bestselling Amazon author Dan Alatorre. It’s available at Amazon via paperback, or Kindle edition, and as an audible book.

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My first commercially published story, Interlock, appears in this volume!

Our sales hit #1 on Amazon’s list for our category!

Get your copy today!

Photos of back and front of my personal copy of The Box Under the Bed from the personal collection of Barbara Anne Helberg




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InterlockED Chapters


Paperback and Kindle orders for the scary anthology “The Box Under the Bed” are available at Amazon.

With 19 other authors, I have a short story in that paperback book. My story is titled “Interlock”, and it was written as a short story taken from my Novel In A Nutshell written after I challenged myself to create some kind of scary story in the vein of the work done by the extremely scary Stephen King!

As an exercise in short-story-lengths writing, I shortened “Interlock”, the NIAN, to “InterlockED”, a novelette, then condensed it to the short story of the original name which appears in the anthology.

To learn more about the stories included in the scary anthology, visit Dan Alatorre’s writing blog:

Look for chapters of “InterlockED” at my Fans and Gamers blog, here, at

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A Christmastide Happy Ending

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I still like the following short story, one I wrote many years ago when my children were small, because I was able to give it a happy ending, something I have not always lived, nor sought to achieve in my writerly wonderings. Happy endings don’t always happen in real life, and many writers seem to go out of their way to point that out in their work. But there are happy endings in real life, and I, for one, think writing one now and then represents a healthy portion of society as well as the darker conclusions remind us of the world’s strife.

This short story was conceived after a military bombing occurred against American troops overseas. It’s short term focus is on one man’s struggle to accept the life-long repercussions of such an event.

Got a relationship to fix? ‘Tis the season!

Enjoy… Night Dreams, Day Dreams. It is presented here, with a reduced copy of a piece of my Roughcraft Artwork, as scanned from its original typed form.





Roughcraft Artwork and Short Story “Night Dreams, Day Dreams” from the personal and copyrighted collection of Barbara Anne Helberg

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It Will Not Be Long

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Source: It Will Not Be Long

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Finishing and Beginning…

As I was finishing my correspondence course in Fiction Writing with the Famous Writers School out of Westport, Connecticut, I also was working on the opening chapters for “Seawind”, the immediate title I’d given my life-sustaining novel. Seawind simply was the “Lady Seawind”, a cruise ship upon which the first portion of my novel took place. And after the ship’s characters disembarked, the story kept growing further into what it had started with, a sprawling love triangle and thriller which I could not put down!


Where I came from — Henry County, Ohio

But in the beginning, after I had viewed the inspiring movie Ship of Fools many times over (see last post, dated October 26, 2016), what would be my novel’s first chapter was undecided.

After the immediate name for it came to me, I was buried in how to get my first character, a farm town doctor, aboard the cruiser ship. My limited knowledge called a quick halt to moving my story forward. And I had a fictitious American woman in mind who had been visiting Venezuela, where she had an aunt and uncle, and who was going to be the focal point of the love triangle that also involved my doctor and the Seawind captain. What did I know about the country of Venezuela?

The problem of geography and knowledge were solved by visits to the library on campus at Ohio State University, where I continued to work at the College of Education in 1966. Thus, I got a quick insight into the importance of research when one begins to write a novel. I already was a library-lover, so it followed that I enjoyed the research in the library’s powerful atmosphere.


Where I spent seven years before moving to Vermont

In the meantime, I was finishing the correspondence course, with an extension of time allowed, and received my completion certificate in 1968. Is my certificate still hanging above my home work desk? Of course, it is! It represented my “license to write”, so to speak, at the time, and it gave me great pleasure to announce to my Ohio State college friends that I had received it.

Another OSU tidbit concerning my writing is the fact that I still possess some hand-written pages of my various novels, and some skeletal story and chapter ideas, all scratched on the backsides of scrap office paper from the College of Education, circa 1960s.

Unfortunately, my correspondence course paperwork and assignments all were lost in one of my life’s numerous moves from one location in Ohio and Vermont to another. However, I do still have the important four-volume book series and some other lesson and teaching material from the course, which I very much value.

Writing continued to consume me, and the novel was my passion, my life, in the middle of big city living. I didn’t earn much at my job, so options to explore Columbus were few, at any rate. The dog I had adopted from a local shelter I named Mick. He was supposed to be part Irish Setter. Tones of reddish brown did dominate his handsome coat. My silent and faithful partner, he accompanied me everywhere on campus during good weather, non-working hours, when I often chose a campus spot to sit and write.

Of course, there came a time when real life attraction to the opposite sex occurred for me. My writing slowed, but there was passion of another sort.


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My Great American Life-Sustaining Novel Influenced by the Film Ship of Fools Is Born

Of course, when one is in Columbus, Ohio, and is an Ohio native, one goes as The Ohio State University Buckeyes go!


Students walk the Oval on The Ohio State University campus in Columbus, Ohio, 1966.

When I decided to start my after-high school life in Columbus, I had a brother attending The Ohio State University, so I was assured of help to adjust to city life if I needed it.

Actually, I did, a few weeks into my first apartment. I had adopted a dog from an area rescue shelter, and he became unwelcomed, so to speak, where I lived in sort of an OSU student housing building off campus.

I bunked with brother and his wife for about a week until I found another, single apartment to move into. It was at 1 East Lane Avenue, at the northeast corner across from the north end of campus, close to where I had quickly found employment as a Clerk-Typist II at the OSU College of Education. The apartment, half of a duplex, has long since become the location for a gas station.

However, before I left the duplex, something very important happened in my writing life. There was a movie theatre just down the block from 1 East Lane Avenue. The theatre, too, is long gone. But it was easy to walk to the theatre, then, in 1966, and the price was right.

One evening, after work, I went to the theatre and became mesmerized by the German actor Oskar Werner in the 1965 film “Ship of Fools”. Also in the cast were Lee Marvin, Vivien Leigh, Simone Signoret, Jose Ferrer, Elizabeth Ashley, George Segal, all stars of the era. The film was nominated for eight Academy Awards and was based on the book by the same name written by Katherine Anne Porter.

I walked home, under stars, with ships and doctors and captains and lovers on my mind. Pencil and paper, with my typewriter nearby, were at once in my hand when I arrived back at my apartment. I barely took time to let Mick relieve himself outside.


Mick, my Columbus companion, a ballplayer like his owner, enjoys time near Mirror Lake, his favorite water-fetching source at The Ohio State University.

In “Ship of Fools”, Werner plays the ship’s doctor on a German ocean liner. He has a life-threatening illness. His best friend is the ship’s captain, and the woman who becomes the doctor’s lover is an addicted Countess who boards with the fate of a deportee.

As my life-long sustaining, Great American novel was being born, influenced by the themes of “Ship of Fools”, I returned to see the movie night after night until it was no longer running at that theatre.

“Ship of Fools” had a number of other provoking storylines born of and important to the times — 1930s Nazi Germany — played out by the other stars. The entire story took place on board the ship, from boarding to debarkation at Boston Harbor.

My fascination, however, was with the doctor’s easy, legitimate friendship with the captain and his relationship (as a married man) with the Countess (Signoret.) The doctor had a wife and two teenage sons waiting for him in Boston.

I hadn’t arrived in Columbus with first-hand knowledge of married men taking lovers, even though, of course, it was already a world-wide practice. I was the farm girl daughter of a faithful family couple.

My erupting novel centered on a ship’s doctor and captain friendship, but my non-Countess woman became a lover of both men at different times, and my story began to evolve into espionage and double-crossing on dry land, as well. As time went on, I ran through the alphabet with it, from Venezuela to Boston, to murder and mayhem, from sky’s the limit to known villains, to surprise hero, enjoying every inventive moment.

And as time goes on, here, at “My Writing Life Xposed”, you’ll hear more about it, as well!



Photos from the personal and copyrighted collection of Barbara Anne Helberg (LAST picture is of my third and final Columbus apartment — two side windows, bottom floor — at 100 West Oakland Avenue.)


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Second Chances


In the Summer months before my Senior year in high school, after gaining my parents’ confidence to paint my own room upstairs by myself (trim and all!) and while painting away for several days and contemplating my Senior year and our class boys entering their final year of playing varsity basketball, I came up with the little gem below. (It’s presented in its original — 1964/’65 and final-edited, 1995 form — page by page as final typed.)

SECOND HALF, By Barbara Anne Helberg:










Basketball at Holgate High was important to its small, farm town community — still is! “Second Chance” was my only extended attempt at writing a fictional sports short story during my high school days. Although singular, it led to a growing and more serious, wider interest in sports and the sports-writing genre.

More detailed and complicated sports stories followed, leading my imagination to wonder if I could make a career in sports. Unfortunately, the “times” weren’t right. The story didn’t lead me anywhere special. Upon reflection, though, I know sports was an arena in which I (hind-sightedly) think would have been ideal for me. At the time, the middle 1960s, becoming independent enough as a young female to leave home was in itself my burning priority.

However, portions of “Second Chance” that I later used in a Famous Writers School assignment did receive good reviews, and my instructor told me, “Of course, you (as a female) can write about sports!”

That instructor was one of several who encouraged me along my way in life to pursue my own desires. And my Mother always told me, “Follow your dreams”. I believe I have, in part, accomplished that, but distractions in life as you plan other things are many and varied.



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